Middle of the Week Email from Mom
From: Mom
To: Kaitlyn.garcia@missionary.org
Date: Wednesday, March 24, 2021
Subject: Wednesday thoughts..a surprise email
Hey!
How was your week? How was your vaccine day? Did you
have any reservations or you were ok as you walked in and got yourself
and your card all filled out? How was the next day or two? I am still so
surprised to learn that Gary did great and had no side effects. He is
always sick or under the weather somehow so it gives me hope that when I
go in on Wednesday it will all be fine. Especially because we are due
to head camping the next day. Not great planning on my part probably but
I took whatever appointment I could get.
So I have set a
lofty goal for myself. Are you ready for this? I am not sure I am ready
to tell anyone because then it holds me accountable but I think I need
to tell someone so that it does just that. I started really studying the
D&C (which has always been my most favorite book of scripture, you
know this, nothing new) and have been using the 'Don't Miss This' study
guide alongside and have fallen in love with the book even more.
Anyways, as I have been praying and studying I keep getting the
prompting or thought that this isn't good enough for me. I need to do
MORE. I need to learn and study more. I have tried with all of my heart
to push it aside. I feel like I can come up with all sorts of reasons
and excuses and that life is just simply too busy. Anyways...here
is my goal....I am going to not just finish the D&C with intentful
study this year but I am also going to study the Book of Mormon with
intentful study as well. If time permits and my head hasn't exploded
with all of that (ha ha ha) I am going to dive in head first to the Old
Testament and work to the New Testament as well. You know there is power
in the scriptures. You know that our Heavenly Father is LONGING for us
to dive in and to get to know Him through them. I don't know why right
now more than ever this push is happening in life for me but I want to
embrace it and I want to learn what I can to apply it to life at this
very moment.
That being said, as I was studying in
D&C 80 yesterday I immediately thought of you. This is a small
section in this book of scripture. Only 5 verses is all. Stephen Burnett
was just a teenager when he joined the church and he was still very
much a teenager when he was called to serve as a missionary. This
section lets us know that it didn't matter to the Lord where Stephen would serve his mission, it mattered simply that he would serve
a mission. It teaches that wherever Stephen would walk he would
discover a soul that was precious in the eyes of our Lord and Savior. I
remember as you anticipated the arrival of your call that you said the
very words "It doesn't matter where I go" and I was impressed. I would
have had a whole list of places I wanted and a whole list of places I
sure didn't want!! But you didn't. You were ready to take the call from
the Lord and you were ready to serve Him with all of your might, mind,
and strength knowing you too would have the opportunity that Stephen
Burnett would have; to discover souls that are precious and waiting for
YOU.
As I type this I have my Spotify on in the
background. I find it incredibly fitting that the song playing is "I'll
Go Where You Want Me To Go". There are words in this song that simply
say "I'll go where you want me to go, dear Lord. Over mountain or plain
or sea. I'll say what You want me to say, dear Lord. I'll be what you
want me to be". Kaitlyn, I am so proud of you. I am so grateful for your
example and for your strength to make the choice to serve your Heavenly
Father. I think about my heart and the happiness you have placed there
and continue to do each day and then I wonder about the heart of our
Savior. He is ELATED and over the moon happy with you and His heart must
swell beyond comprehension with what you are doing. And I think about
my Grams and my Pa. I imagine they smile down on you within moments
throughout the day as well. What a blessing you are to so many of us
because you too chose to serve!
I love love you. Thank
you for your example and for being my safe zone to hold me accountable
to my goals and entertaining my crazy Mom thoughts at 6:57am. :) You
make me want to be better every single day. You strengthen my testimony
and you remind me how GOOD this Gospel is. Have a great Wednesday and
know that I love you to the moon and back!
Love you for forever and for always,
Mom